当大家都不在这里的时候，希望你能坚持。

连续写了4年了，过程怎样都记不住了。最多的时候每天都在写，最少的时候3个月才写一篇。

也是生活还有自己真的和以前不一样了，也许怀念竟然成为平日中最温暖的事情，也许过去再也回不去了。

有人暂别，有人离开，有人从此荒芜。但是我还是继续在这里的，并不是为怀旧，只是不愿意改变。其实就这样挺好，有人这样对我说过；是安慰还是借口，都不重要了。

过多的缅怀过去会失去对未来的憧憬，而对未来的憧憬才是活在当下最好的理由。

这篇文章是老男的07年的成名作，希望大家都还记得：

“从来没有这些天慌乱过，至此寻到了找不到北的感觉，于是，便寄托在具有某个主题的歌曲上。BAIDU里搜COURAGE，一堆，一个一个试听，一个一个用来消化忐忑，静到极致便又转一次轮回---脚步跟不上思维，走来走去的我，就是这样无主。

我听到的很多，很多来自于朋友的策划；我学到的很多，很多来自于知心的推介；我想到的很多，只是没有付诸实践，而蜷缩在襁褓中，等待有心人去唤它。问及小满，只道障碍太渺小，相形见绌；问及JESSE，只道顾虑仅仅是做唬自己，并且物质精神双重诱惑加恐吓；问及CF，哪轮到我去解说，便设想与欢庆。我还是晕厥中聆听，自己不时迸发出的东西，却全都是共鸣中的心得认识。

手机里的SCHEDULER满了，都记录要做的事情，要准备的心情；TO DO LIST也在扩充，阑珊说，诚意是最主要的，我只会点头，先做再体会诚意的涵义吧。为了和宿舍的下载狂人分道，6点多便醒来，单单的接替了那些刚入睡的狂人们去查询他们永远不会涉及的网页条目。路线，时间，以及小地图，都是细细的看，除了忽略比例尺。

CF说，拿出勇气，我便轻抡起拳头砸胸口，就当找到了它；我说，希望有希望，于是连午休都会长虑而失眠。

谁赐予明天一个决定我一年半载走向的权利，讨论它的同时，连脑子都累了，确实，只有脊椎在思索，摇摆的话，便就是想东西时，酸了。”

Sometimes Politicians from the party not in power (opposition) and welfare groups can exclaim; "It's just a tax-cut for the rich!", and it is just accepted to be fact. But what does that really mean?

Tax Cuts - A Simple Lesson In Economics.This is how the cookie crumbles.Let's put tax cuts in terms everyone can understand.

Suppose that every day, ten men go out for dinner.
The bill for all ten comes to $100.
If they paid their bill the way we pay our taxes, in progressive/increasing rates, and the men were all in different income brackets,  it   would go something like this:
• The first four men (the poorest) would pay nothing ( the same as being under the tax-free freshhold)
• The fifth would pay $1.  (1%)
• The sixth would pay $3.  (3%)
• The seventh $7. (7%)
• The eighth $12.  (12%)
• The ninth $18.     (18%)
• The tenth man (the richest) would pay $59. (59%)
 
So, that's what they decided to do.
 
The ten men ate dinner in the restaurant every day   and seemed quite happy with the arrangement, until one day, the owner threw them a curve. "Since you are all such good customers," he said,   "I'm going to reduce the cost of your daily meal by $20." So, now dinner for the ten only cost $80. The group   still wanted to pay their bill the way we pay our taxes.
 
So, the first four men were unaffected. They would   still eat for free. But what about the other six, the paying customers? How could they divvy up the $20 windfall so that everyone would get his 'fair share'? The six men realized that $20 divided by six is $3.33. But as the fifth and sixth man were only currently paying $1 and $3 for the meal if they subtracted $3.33  from everybody's share  then the fifth man and the sixth man would each end up being 'PAID' to eat their meal.  So, the restaurant owner suggested that it would be fair to reduce each man's bill by roughly the same amount, and he proceeded to work out the amounts each should pay.
 
And so:
• The fifth man, like the first four, now paid nothing (100% savings).
• The sixth now paid $2 instead of $3 (33% savings).
• The seventh now paid $5 instead of $7 (28% savings).
• The eighth now paid $9 instead of $12 (25% savings).
• The ninth now paid $14 instead of $18 (22% savings).
• The tenth now paid $49 instead of $59 (16% savings).
 
Each of the six was better off than before. And the first four continued to eat for free. But once outside the restaurant, the men began to compare their savings.
 
"I only got a dollar out of the $20," declared the sixth man. He pointed to the tenth man "but he got $10!" "Yeah, that's right," exclaimed the fifth man. "I only saved a dollar, too. It's unfair that he got ten times more than me!"
 "That's true!!" shouted the seventh man. "Why should he get $10 back when I got only $2? The wealthy get all the breaks!" "Wait a minute," yelled the first four men in unison. "We didn't get anything at all. The system exploits the poor!" The nine men surrounded the tenth and beat him up.The next night the tenth man didn't show up for dinner, so the nine sat down and ate without him. But when it came time to pay the bill, they discovered something important. They didn't have enough money between all of them for even half of the bill!

And that, boys and girls, journalists and college professors, is how our tax system works. The people who pay the highest taxes get the most benefit from a tax reduction. Tax them too much, attack them for being wealthy, and they just may not show up at the table anymore. There are lots of good restaurants in Europe and the Caribbean.

No eating,no drinking,no sexual life.

Ask forgiveness for past sins,pray for guidance into the future, ask for help in refraining from everyday evils and try to purify through self-restraint and good deeds.

In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful!

Allāhu Akbar

生，也未尝可喜；死，也未尝可悲。